Behind my dreams I hide
I feel so twisted and empty inside
Only my dreams keeping me alive
I would try anything to fill the void inside
Entangled in this darkness I cry
Not knowing why
Lying in this darkness I cannot stop moving
Yet I am motionless inside
Always behind my dreams
Not sure what they mean
I see everything around me
Yet I feel so blind
Each day I grow numb
Wondering what it is I must have done
To be in this darkness behind my dreams
Losing grip on reality
Confused about what's happening to me
Attemting to close the window to my soul
Yet I cannot grab a hold
All my pain burns a deeper hole
I just lie here in this darkness
Twisted and empty all the time
Confused about reality
None of it seems real to me
Behind my dreams I hide
In this darkness I cry
Only my dreams keep me alive
I cannot close my eyes
for fear that the darkness
will steal my mind
These dreams I hide behind
Can only help me for a short time
There's no telling when the pain
Will burn too deep
And I must leave it all behind
Twisted and empty is all I feel inside
Only my dreams keeping me alive
In this darkness I still cry
Behind these dreams I will surely die






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"I asked Jesus how much he loved me, and he streached out his arms and died." (Yeah, I know it is kinda blunt, but it was a poster in my sunday youth class >< I LOVE it)
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Born to fight, trained to kill,
prepared to die, but never will.
Smile you still got 10 secounds left to live.
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God take me because i hate me
Enjoy Your Stay
~*~Illusion~*~
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I Gave You My Purity
My Purity You Stole